I have given up on sleep. I would love to just talk to somebody. Human interaction. That would be wonderful. Let’s do that. Send me an ask thing, let’s talk about life.
- We’re gonna dirty ice it
- This is my brother in law, Joey
- I don’t think it’s going to fit through the door
- What a great reaction
I really need an actual friend that I can talk to about things. I have one but sometimes I just wish I had maybe two. Things have been not so great and having another friend would help. Who knows. Send me an ask, talk to me, anything.
Sometimes I feel like I’m actually losing my mind. All of my preoccupations seem so far away right now, and everything that isn’t in this immediate room is beginning to scare me. I care way too much about “what if“‘s, and I worry about virtually everything. While I was out today, I almost dropped all of my plans because I was afraid that I left a light on in the house and the lightbulb could short out and cause a fire. It took a lot out of me to not immediately rush home. I’ve had situations like this a lot in the past couple months. It’s gotten to the point where I only see lethal or globally threatening issues in life anymore. Everything else seems so pointless to worry about. Yet, I’m worrying more in the long run this way. Much more. I don’t know how much more of this I can take, but I can’t stop these horrible thoughts so we’ll see I suppose.
"Know that you’re not alone as far as I can see, because you were everything to me."
I am an emotional mess right now.
Disappointment has become a revolving door.